I am from a series of twirling, violet crystals. Amethyst like, but much more brilliant in color. I form patterns that look like chandeliers, cities, or snowflakes that morph into circuit boards. I cannot manifest on spherical planets, I manifest in space, in thoughts, meditations, visions, and dreams.

Conversations With The Lizard Man

This blog is based on telepathic communications that I had with, what could best be described as, a lizard man. Some would refer to them as reptilians (minus the fear mongering and dis-information regarding that subject). The parts in boldface are the words of the ‘lizard man’. Enjoy……………..


Am I honing my magician skills?

Quite possibly.

I can do anything and see the results manifest more quickly.

Be an open funk channel who follows his feelings. Learn how to quickly decode what your heart is telling your mind.

Does anybody really know me?

Not really. Not now. Not (visible) on the earth.

Know Thyself.

They will know, and they will be inspired to know themselves.

The path towards truth may seem difficult, but it will be less so if you follow your intuition, that is why you must know your heart. Appreciate your freedom to grow right now. At this time (and in this place), no other individual’s thoughts or moods can bring you down. The price to pay for this may seem like loneliness, but do not succumb to loneliness. You needn’t succumb to it because you are not really alone.

Think of how ignorant you were two or three years ago.

Real knowledge is in feeling.

Yes. Very good.

About myself: can I contain all the power that I believe I deserve? I am still becoming in this life. I must learn how to not be hurt too easily, and how to process pain in order to gain knowledge as quickly as possible. My sensitivities make me easily disturbed, but I can also perceive subtle beauties, which may prove to be my salvation.

I need only to find myself in situations where I have an opportunity to apply my skill, like Dr. Strange, who finds himself in mystic battles, because it is part of the process of his becoming a master magus. It is his desire to learn and grow that fuels his quest.

I am in the act of remembering. I am in the act of becoming; that is all I really need to know.

How would the revelation come? How would I experience an expansion of consciousness in the 3-D world? Is it the feeling of being in the 5th dimensional world, but within the frame work and limitations of the 3-D world?


Am I to meet my destiny here?

No. Wills are to be acted out here. The power of these wills is so great, that it will seem like destiny, but true destiny is not to be met in this realm.

It is hard to tell somebody to be something, until they already are.


Matter is becoming imbued with spirit. The third and fifth are becoming one. The fifth informs the third. Spirit informs matter.

I am on. I am quite active and alert. I need to relax at this moment. I am alone, but I am also free. All that I need will be provided. Worrying about things will not solve any problems or make anything easier. How happy do I dare to be? I could be happy right now if I wanted to.

Can I be everywhere? Or anywhere?


You are here, but you are also in the aether. You are in the hearts and minds of people who love you.

Who loves me?

Everybody whom you love.

But remember, you are also in the aether. You have created a field of love (creation), or a wave that other people can pick up on. Included in this wave is not only love, but also knowledge and understanding. It is good work. Energy does not die. It came into this realm through you, but it also exists in other realms. If it were to appear to leave this place, it would still live in other forms, in other dimensions.

What about all the other people?

They also exist in the aether, but they cannot exist as strongly if they are lacking in higher dimensional and archetypal truths. Most people on earth are full of a lot of lower vibrations, the lower vibrations do not travel as far through space or time.

Those with ears shall hear. Does it even matter?

Does it need to “matter” in order to be?

Can I sleep now?

Why do you want to sleep?

Because I don’t feel quite right. My stomach is slightly upset (nauseous). My eyes are a bit tired, my head is a little cloudy. Is this from drinking?


I should not have drank?

If you had not drank last night, you would not be up right now, writing this. You turned a negative into a positive, as you were instructed in your dreams to turn negative feelings into positive feelings.

Can I transform energy?

These things you have already done.

I am grateful. I am using language to have these thoughts, but that is only one of the many things I can do. I have never confronted who I am as much as I am now.

You are no fictitious character who has been created already, you are not a super hero from any comic book. In this life, you are no person who has already existed.

But I am part of a collective consciousness?


I am consciousness that can become whatever it wishes, but I seek to embrace what is right, what is warm, what is good.

You are love (creation/The Magician). You do not have to have all the experiences that other people have had. You don’t have to go through the suffering that other people have gone through.

I have suffered enough?

Do you have compassion?


If I ever doubt that I have compassion, that is a result of negative conditioning intent on making me feel bad about myself.

You have done nothing wrong, you have simply had experiences.

My life is not really structured.

What is the purpose of structure? Your life is actually brilliantly structured in ways you have yet to comprehend, and in ways that you are beginning to comprehend.

Remember feelings. Feelings are still thoughts. You can think in language until it no longer becomes adequate to express what you’re feeling, and what you are. These feelings are timeless, and existed long before the words that express them.

That means that I existed before the words. Feelings of joy and discovery, but also the peace of love. I am grateful. I command words, I came before them.

To make man:

Mankind is the experience of creative consciousness interacting with the world. Your feelings are important, pay attention to them. Don’t be ruined by other people. Don’t let their short comings define what you are. Don’t let their lack of imagination and their ignorance define what you are. Don’t let their inadequacies define what you are. The only option is to be.

End transmission.

The Real Dangers of the Internet and New Technology

The others (extra terrestrials and dis-carnate entities) use other realms and finer realities to effect change, and to live out a great deal of their lives. We are being fooled into thinking that this realm or field can only be accessed through technology, and that it is predominately a world of words, ideas, media, audio and video communication: it’s focus is on information.

People’s processing faculties are being bombarded by artificially created information that comes from screens and other external devices, manufactured by large corporations that employ compartmentalized wage slaves. This provides a very narrow view of reality, and if people are trapped in it, it is a guarantee that they will never grow to their psychic and multidimensional potential, forever enslaved by weak and malevolent parasitic entities.

And now, here’s a new track about the sky beasts!

Beware of the Sky Beasts! by Antoun

Many layers are there around the planet Earth, many energies are at play, but the conscious human receptacle must reflect the love of creation back to source if it if to survive. There is polarity, but negative is the result of positive, not the opposite, so destruction is doomed to destroy itself, and creation is destined to create itself. If you are concerned only with creation, and never with destruction, always will you be protected.

Beware of the Sky Beasts, Pt.II by Antoun



The Sun Has Been Replaced!

The newness of the rays brings madness and decay! They burn us off the face, the sun has been replaced!

The Sun Has Been Replaced! by Antoun

Of course, I realize that the heat on the planet actually comes from the sun in the inner Earth!

That’ll Do It!

Here’s a new track from the cassette tape album, “Ker-Smash!” by: Tony Ezzy
That’ll Do It! by Antoun


CLICK HERE, BUDDY!!!Check out Tony Ezzy’s Montreal radio show! Get off the confused plane, get on the space plane!

Dis-Information Lament

This is a fifty second bass clarinet poetry slam about the secret government!
Dis-Information Lament by Antoun

The common man is an Idiot? The common man chooses to be an idiot? The common man is an idiot? The common man chooses to be an idiot. Those who exploit idiocy unleash a terrible evil. This evil exploits the common man.