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CONVERSATIONS WITH THE LIZARD MAN

Am I honing my magician skills?

Quite possibly.

I can do anything and see the results manifest more quickly.

Be an open funk channel who follows his feelings. Learn how to quickly decode what your heart is telling your mind.

Does anybody really know me?

Not really. Not now. Not (visible) on the earth.

Know Thyself.

They will know, and they will be inspired to know themselves.

The path towards truth may seem difficult, but it will be less so if you follow your intuition, that is why you must know your heart. Appreciate your freedom to grow right now. At this time (and in this place), no other individual’s thoughts or moods can bring you down. The price to pay for this may seem like loneliness, but do not succumb to loneliness. You needn’t succumb to it because you are not really alone.

Think of how ignorant you were two or three years ago.

Real knowledge is in feeling.

Yes. Very good.

About myself: can I contain all the power that I believe I deserve? I am still becoming in this life. I must learn how to not be hurt too easily, and how to process pain in order to gain knowledge as quickly as possible. My sensitivities make me easily disturbed, but I can also perceive subtle beauties, which may prove to be my salvation.

I need only to find myself in situations where I have an opportunity to apply my skill, like Dr. Strange, who finds himself in mystic battles, because it is part of the process of his becoming a master magus. It is his desire to learn and grow that fuels his quest.

I am in the act of remembering. I am in the act of becoming; that is all I really need to know.

How would the revelation come? How would I experience an expansion of consciousness in the 3-D world? Is it the feeling of being in the 5^th dimensional world, but within the frame work and limitations of the 3-D world?

No.

Am I to meet my destiny here?

No. Wills are to be acted out here. The power of these wills is so great, that it will seem like destiny, but true destiny is not to be met in this realm.

It is hard to tell somebody to be something, until they already are.

King?

Matter is becoming imbued with spirit. The third and fifth are becoming one. The fifth informs the third. Spirit informs matter.

I am on. I am quite active and alert. I need to relax at this moment. I am alone, but I am also free. All that I need will be provided. Worrying about things will not solve any problems or make anything easier. How happy do I dare to be? I could be happy right now if I wanted to.

Can I be everywhere? Or anywhere?

You are here, but you are also in the aether. You are in the hearts and minds of people who love you.

Who loves me?

Everybody whom you love.

But remember, you are also in the aether. You have created a field of love (creation), or a wave that other people can pick up on. Included in this wave is not only love, but also knowledge and understanding. It is good work. Energy does not die. It came into this realm through you, but it also exists in other realms. If it were to appear to leave this place, it would still live in other forms, in other dimensions.

What about all the other people?

They also exist in the aether, but they cannot exist as strongly if they are lacking in higher dimensional and archetypal truths. Most people on earth are full of a lot of lower vibrations, the lower vibrations do not travel as far through space or time.

Those with ears shall hear. Does it even matter?

Does it need to “matter” in order to be?

Can I sleep now?

Why do you want to sleep?

Because I don’t feel quite right. My stomach is slightly upset (nauseous). My eyes are a bit tired, my head is a little cloudy. Is this from drinking?

Yes.

I should not have drank?

If you had not drank last night, you would not be up right now, writing this. You turned a negative into a positive, as you were instructed in your dreams to turn negative feelings into positive feelings.

Can I transform energy?

These things you have already done.

I am grateful. I am using language to have these thoughts, but that is only one of the many things I can do. I have never confronted who I am as much as I am now.

You are no fictitious character who has been created already, you are not a super hero from any comic book. In this life, you are no person who has already existed.

But I am part of a collective consciousness?

Yes.

I am consciousness that can become whatever it wishes, but I seek to embrace what is right, what is warm, what is good.

You are love (creation/The Magician). You do not have to have all the experiences that other people have had. You don’t have to go through the suffering that other people have gone through.

I have suffered enough?

Do you have compassion?

Yes.

If I ever doubt that I have compassion, that is a result of negative conditioning intent on making me feel bad about myself.

You have done nothing wrong, you have simply had experiences.

My life is not really structured.

What is the purpose of structure? Your life is actually brilliantly structured in ways you have yet to comprehend, and in ways that you are beginning to comprehend.

Remember feelings. Feelings are still thoughts. You can think in language until it no longer becomes adequate to express what you’re feeling, and what you are. These feelings are timeless, and existed long before the words that express them.

That means that I existed before the words. Feelings of joy and discovery, but also the peace of love. I am grateful. I command words, I came before them.

To make man:

Mankind is the experience of creative consciousness interacting with the world. Your feelings are important, pay attention to them. Don’t be ruined by other people. Don’t let their short comings define what you are. Don’t let their lack of imagination and their ignorance define what you are. Don’t let their inadequacies define what you are. The only option is to be.

End transmission.

By: Tony Ezzy

“Only what I think and perceive are real. I perceive things to be unreal, because I have perceived it so. It is then real that I perceived something to be unreal. My perceptions are real until I decide that they are not. If I could perceive nothing, nothing would be real.

I am in an information field of memories. My memories go back as far as I wish, to times before I was born. My memories are other people’s memories and perceptions, because I perceive that they once existed.

I need not be afraid of thinking faster. I need not be afraid of processing information more quickly. Words are not the only way to get information out, and they are definitely not the most efficient way. Continuous flows of energy emanating from a feeling or intention mold reality.

. Words are a game with which we attempt to get our feelings in order. Later on, my intention in this moment will have been expressed. My original intention was to say that only what I think and perceive are real.

The essence of who I am is not my thought process. Time tricks me into having emotional reactions to things. The essence of who I am in a timeless emanation. Many people remember this, but who are many people unless I perceive them to exist? Time lag and latency are tricky things.

My realizations transcend time, so I already know things will be, and I realize that they are and that they once were. The anxiety that I have in not knowing the future is just as real as any potential future event, so creating an emotional state of anxiety for no reason is a waste of time.

All that I think and perceive are real, if I can perceive the future, than it can be.

The essence of who I am is a timeless emanation.”

This is the credo of the Time Lords.

Have I done enough? Do I really need to do anything more? I will most probably continue to do more, but will anyone ever actually hear it? Does it really matter? Even as I write this, there are probably people from other dimensions watching my every move, learning and being entertained. There are also other aspects of myself watching from higher points of reference. Lower aspects of myself, in times of strife, have looked up to this point in their future, in order to gain the strength to carry on. Higher aspects of myself provide the drive and inspiration to carry on.

About seven years ago, I didn’t really know what I was. I had some idea of what I was capable of, but I did not know what I truly was, I forgot that through most of my teens and early twenties. I only had certain dreams of success in the future that were based on other people’s success, and things that I had already seen. It was always there, in the background, but I was always too timid. I ask myself; am I still too timid? I know so much more now. Things are so clear. They have not really been this clear since I was a child. I am in a place of clarity, since I have developed a better understanding of time, and I do not live so much for the future. My ambitions are not plans. My goal is only to make what I am more clear. I had forgotten what I was for many years, and I was seduced by certain dreams of glamour. I had a sense of purpose, but I was not very bold. I am growing bolder. My work is becoming more timeless.

All that time I spent frustrated, yearning for success or some kind of opportunity or big break, I was actually refining myself and become more reflective. If I had found success earlier in life, I would now be overwhelmed with a responsibility to maintain some kind of image, or live up to my initial success and the expectations that it brought from other people. My higher self chose the path of freedom. My higher self chose the path of the fool, to be destroyed and reborn, outside of the public eye. This is the path of the Master. It is ever clear that my destiny is represented by the number eleven, the master number, sent to inspire others by simply being and not conforming to anybody’s expectations. What good is it to seek validation from other people? Why not become the one that other people seek validation from? In a way, I already am this thing, but it is my empathy that makes me feel awkward when my eyes meet another’s on the street. To them, a simple glance from me is validation enough, but I am left wanting and alienated. This is the plight of one who’s destiny is 11.